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February 9th, 2008

God, Can You? (p.s. Ning me if you can.)

February 9th, 2008 February 9th, 2008
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In life, there are certain questions that are just not allowed to ask. Several of the questions that are prohibited in my house are about church, the Bible, and the God. I would first like to assure that my parents are the most wonderful human beings on this planet, and I sincerely respect and love them. Yet my parents and I have different beliefs, although my mom and dad have never allowed me to have those.
Every Sunday morning that I went through in my life was spent in the church. I had thought that I believed in the words of the Bible. I had considered myself as a Christian. I have used past perfect tenses (obviously), which indicates that I changed. Oh, yes I did. Apparently, I began to think with my own brain instead of admitting beliefs that are force by others to trust. Additionally, I began to develop ability to question.
Every Sunday afternoon, my family spends time together (with some forceful compulsions) reading the Bible. I was in Japan this Sunday; but no exception was allowed. We still had to read the “Holy Book”. I wanted to waste some time and give my eyes a short break from reading off of such tiny fonts.
“Can Science and Christianity co-exist?” I asked. I bit the forbidden fruit.
My father—after staring at me for a moment—gave a negative answer, saying “No, they cannot co-exist.” Then, I asked him another question, whether he goes to hospital or depends on medicine when he’s sick, with additional comments that they are also part of science and Christians including you (father) do accept those things. He slowed to speak a word out. However, he didn’t stop. He said, “Believers and devotees do not accept certain logics and concepts of science, and that’s why there are high controversies emerging constantly between religion and science.”
“What do you mean by ‘certain logics and concepts of science’?” I asked, and another hesitation occurred. After few seconds of hesitation, “Big Bang theory and idea of evolution are some examples of scientific beliefs that Christians do not agree with,” he said. “Dad, then why do you accept medical treatments? Isn’t the God the one who decides one’s health? Shouldn’t he be the one who release a person from pain of disease? What is a standard for us to decide what to accept and not?” My father told me that we should look at the Bible, yet it didn’t really make sense to me. The Bible is an old book. We have completely different society with new technology that the Bible cannot give specific example to look at.
My father couldn’t give me a clear answer that released me from an endless and heavy doubtful point. Nor the Bible could help me. I don’t think my preacher can help me out. I think no one can. Then what about you, God? Can you give me an answer to my questions? If you can, please “ning” me.

Flowery Road Indicating the Arrival of Spring

February 9th, 2008 February 9th, 2008
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When ume blossoms fall, Cornus officinalis come into bloom. By the time Cornus officinalis scatter, the buds of cherry blossoms develop into flowers. At this point of a year, the riverside of Sum-jin River becomes full of flower blossoms. The winding river reflects the images full of flowers on its surface.

             “Follow Sum-jin River and watch,

             Several men may try to bail out water,

             But the river will never be dried.”  (Yong Taek Kim’s poem)

As Yong Taek Kim sang in his poem, Sum-jin River gets wider and deeper as it goes nearer to its riverbank. The river, with its special power, makes the minds of travelers, following the river path, comfortable and broad. Everywhere is filled with flowers, lighting the mountain and the river.

Sum-jin River is the first place where the spring visits on the Korean Peninsula. Some people even say that it can’t be said that a real spring arrive unless the fire of flower flares near the river. The wind of spring comes across the ocean, kindles up the flame of flowers, and spreads all over the peninsula. Around this time of the year, blossoms of ume flowers reach their peak. Sum-jin village of Kwang-yang is invaded by the waves of red and white ume flowers. There are several color variations: white, blue-green, and pink. The ume flowers are beautiful when they begin to bloom, yet the scenery of their fall is way more attractive. 

Near the riverbank, when the ume flowers fall, cornus officinalis dye the land with the color, yellow. Cornus officinalis’s colony is composed of 50 villages around Jiri Mountain. Among all the villages, the one located on the top of the mountain has largest population of the plant; therefore many refer the village as Cornus Officinalis Town. In general, cornus officinalis matures in mid October. The opened seeds even function as oriental medicine. However, the process of opening seeds requires a person to use one’s mouth and crack them. In the past, many young girls of the village were married with their teeth dyed in red—the color of the seeds.

In the past, corbicula catching provided housewives of Sum-jin region source of income. However, nowadays, influx of Chinese corbicula and raised corbicula threatens their income. Increasing number of restaurants in the downtown of Hadong uses cheap Chinese corbicula. The sea itself has changed over time. Electronic power plants and iron foundries have been established; such changes caused decreased production of seaweed. Although oyster and fry production continues until today, the sea is no way similar to that of the old days.

Despite the changes, Sum-jin River remained unchanged. It constantly provides fresh water to the ocean, embracing the variations. Its designation as the mother river originates from such characteristic. The river continues to flow into the sea even today.